But that's not what has me in a reflective mood. It is what happens after this summer that has me nearly paralyzed with fears of inadequacy, both my own and that of my children.
Here are the BIG changes coming our way in early August:
- Josh Jr (our oldest) will begin High School. Not only that, but he will also begin attending early morning seminary which starts before 6:00am. I am NOT a morning person! I think he will adjust just fine, but time certainly goes faster once they're labeled by school year names: Freshman.
- Ben (2nd oldest) will be in TWO different advanced classes (8th grade math and Honors English) in only his second year of middle school. He's plenty smart enough, but I'm running out of things I can help him with when it comes to his homework!
- Brooklyn (our oldest girl) will begin Middle School. She is ready for this, but I am NOT! She's still my little girl but 6th grade brings with it the start of becoming a woman and I am NOT ready for her not to be my little girl any more!
- Savannah (our middle child) will now be our oldest, and therefore most relied upon, kid at the elementary school. She's up to the task but watching out for her and her younger sister(s) (especially that crazy Catalina!) will be a challenging change for her.
|Myra, who turns 4 this summer|
As with anything else, I'll try not to worry too much about the changes until they get here, but the gloomy cloud of possible problems seems just a short ways down the horizon. Wish us luck!
Song Of The Day:
I heard "The End Of Innocence" by Don Henley on the radio today and it just felt fitting for the post I had in mind. It's probably more related to my oldest son and oldest daughter switching to completely new schools, but it also seems like the innocence of all my kiddos is disappearing so fast. I'm really not sure I'm ready for this, but I guess I have to be.